to my dear tricia...

tricia dear...

sorry i havent got time to upload the photos we took during your birthday :(
DUI BU QI!!!!!!

i promise i'll get it done ASAP kaes?

I LOVE YOU BABE! <3

i dun give it a damn!

i really dunno what to do now,
yes you guys keep asking me to think.
think abt what?!
I'll be sorry to him if i quit but if i stay i'll disappoint you guys even more and in the end, also quit
its just a sooner or later thing.
im just not as good as you think i am
you all think too highly of me and in the end,
you'll see how useless i am and there's nothing i can contirbute to the company and you get disappointed

yes. you want me to be mature and grow up but i cant keep up with you!
i cant breathe normally with you around me
and im just a fucking 18 year old girl!
what else you want me to do?!
i have to fucking support my family and study and even work
i think i have really tried my best to live well

this is the first time im getting so low for exams.
i dint only failed but i fucking hell failed badly.
30/100 sounds good?!
i think im the fucking last one in class
this is the first time im going through all these okay?!
if this is what you want to see to prove my commitment level for work then CONGRATS!

you want me the take initiative for the whole world's thing
eh, i dun have the whole world's courage to do that.
i really dunno to what extent do you want me to continue stressing myself...

everyone knows how much i loved this job
yes LOVED!
i dunno abt now...
i used to loved it so much till i got addicted to it
you too agreed to that
CAMP ADDICT
sounds great but now i feel that it's a burden to do camps, to face you guys
can anyone imagine something that you used to enjoy so much have now become your burden?
anyone knows the feeling?
all i know is i dread going to work
everytime i go in the atmosphere that i felt is i-dun-belong-here atmosphere

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!
you always ask me this question.
and now when i ask this, i cant get the answer anywhere.
yes, i can continue working thick skin-ly.
but the fact is you guys fucking hell dun need me!

you always say when im good im damn fucking good
but when im screwed im fucked up
I AGREE!
and now is my fucked up period and i fucking hell got no idea how to make myself better

and you get angry whenever i put myself down
have you ever wondered why?
cause i fucking hell got put down fucking lots of time till i got tired of it
so i would rather i do the job of putting myself down
less painful too...

No one knows what i've gone through and i dun expect anyone to understand me
but quit saying'never push me to the extreme' when im feeling fucking helpless at that point
it makes me feel even more fucked up
the reason why i dint tell you these straight to the face cause i know you'll be even more angry
and i dunno how to talk to you adults objectively

yes you can i dun have the courage to say all these
i dun deny that
you can say im a fucking loser
I DUN DENY THAT TOO...

the story of bimboWONG

yo!
i wanna share this with everyone!

friend:
eh audrey, i got a friend that went
butter factory then got H1N1 leh!!!!!!!!!!
audrey wong:
HUH!!! that means no more
butter eat alr ar!!!!!!!!!

OMFG! how bimbo can a person be...
i just have to go on testing the limit of my dear bimbo WONG!

Im in LOVE... with my CLIQUE!!!

JUDY <3 JIAMIN <3 AUDREY <3 CHARMAINE <3>

WENDY <3 GINWEI <3 TRICIA <3 CRYSTAL

CLIQUE-addict <3

WHEET!!! SEXEH!!!!!!!


can you spot 3 lobsters in there?


Whoo! SMELLY!



preparation for chelsy's birthday!



last year's EFL



wendy's birthday :)

love them for celebrating with me and

waited so long for me to end work :)

my shiba birthday :)

we look so wrong on bed...

look at the fat ass!!!! MUAHAHA!

BESTFRIEND!!! LOVED <3>

my fiancee!!!! how are you?! MISS YOU TTM!

our PROM photo!!!

zhenyi today is gonna post something that can make me feel
HAPPY!

cause i suddenly think about those stupid things we do as a
clique :)

remember how you started a human domino by pushing jiamin...

then slowly the rest of our clique started to fall sidewards! OMG damn funny!

and how we played captain's ball during recess?

in order for us not to lose the match we took to chair and ran away just to not let our opponent get a point!

HAHAHA!

JIAMIN!

rmb how we used to compete with elaine and crystal calling each other BESTFRIEND?!

haha. and how you guys sit down during recess to see us play?

and how you got drank and got slap by crystal 3 times!

CRYSTAL!

can you still rmb the 'love' i spread to you?

and know you flew in front of the whole school?

haha!

GINWEI!
haha i rmb that time when we went KFC?

you wanted us to get water for you

in the end, got zen da water there!

HAHAHA!

and no one can finish it.

WENDY!

rmb how crystal and i disturb you and wq while guys were sleeping during the chalet?

we kept calling you PAPA and MAMA but you ignore us :(

hahaha

AUDREY!

rmb how BBQ-ed our food during our prom clique chalet?

and how we quarrelled and how we got back tgt?

those stuff we confide in each other...

haha! we seem so immature at that time :) but we sure have grown man!

and yes! GOD put our eyes in front!

SO LOOK FORWARD!!!

heehee!

TRICIA!

haha! rmb how you spoilt judy's majong game when you said:

' OMG! why this bird so ugly?! '

HAHA!

CHAR!

rmb how we malu-ate ourselves by wrapping tissue paper ard our eyes during sec5 EFL?

rmb the photos we took during our prom clique chalet?

and how we dao pok each other!

MUAHAHAHA!

OMG! babes you gys were the ones that made my life so colourful

looking a few months back...

its worthwhile and I LOVE YOU GUYS TTM!!!

i feel so glad and happy that i can still laugh and smile at something when i look back in my life!

TWINS parTAY 2009

OMG! everyone from SP Campers listen up!
Soon will be the twins' birthday
And Im sure the twins have impacted most of your life
No matter big or small, or how significant or insignificant it'll be
We're all glad that both of them came into our life right?

There will be 2 gatherings on two saturdays.
reason being some might able to make it this week some the other week.
BUT you guys can also come for 2 days like ME!
It will be on the 5 JULY and 11 JULY (note: their actual birthday is in the 5th)

the party on the 11th will be mainly organised by daniel chan and me, their triplet!
and on the 5th it me and silas neo :)
venue and time for the parties can be seen on facebook
if you have any better suggestion feel free to tell me
so dun worry :)

any enquiries just contact us on facebook or drop us a text
after seeing this post i would appreciate if everyone can spread the news!
THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU!

ANYONE JUST HELP ME?!

Anyone knows the feeling of falling right to the bottom when you have been at the top all of the time?
Always been doing well in studies, having good relationship with friends, colleagues and other…
Having everyone around to like and look after you.
And suddenly VHOOM!!!!!!!!
Everything’s gone.
Want a real life example?
ZHENYI is one!

I had always been in the centre of attraction among my friends,
Always been one of the top students in school,
And look at me now…
A total failure mans!
Can anyone just tell me how to make me feel better?!

Haha the day before I just took a Are-You-A-Gay/ Lesbian quiz on facebook
The outcome was I AM STRIAGHT
BUT today, I took a Why-Are-You-Still-Single quiz
The fucking result is CAUSE IM GAY!!!!!
What’s the fucking problem with the quiz man!


Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away
though you think it's over
Knowing, there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
You just want to change the way the world goes round

Tell me,
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see,
That's the way I feel, about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know...
cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help, but think that this is wrong,
we should be together
Back in, your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised
It was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me,
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see,
That's the way I feel, about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know...
cause I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moments gone I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me,
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel, about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking i should know
cause I loved and lost the day I let,
yes i loved and lost the day i let,
yes i loved and lost the day i let you go.........


Thanks to Audrey Wong,
i fell in love with this song few years back
and now...
once again im in love with that song again...

I MISS EVERYONE!!!

bored!

Im a real fool, stupid to the max
Its too late even to regret
I know things can’t be like the past anymore
And I know I could no longer see you
I know you could no longer be there for me
All of these are my fault, im so sorry, really sorry.

Its silly of me not able to say it in time
To be frank about my true feelings towards you
How much you mean to me
I deserve it all but I still want to ask you for forgiveness

Both of us have became fools cause of our pride
Over and over again our circumstances drove us mad
And sometimes even to the extreme of hurting each other

And its stupid for me to keep holding on to nothing
Hopes that are hopeless, dreams that are unreachable
All I could do is to put a strong front in front of everyone and cry myself to bed at night…
Please dun be so cruel and think it over again

How much have we suffered just to be in this position
Think it over again, im afraid you might regret
Yes its my fault and im really sorry


okay fine i admit
i cant stop myself from being emotional cause zhenyi= emo.

HAHA!
have been at HOME the whole day cause wasnt feeling well..
i think same goes to tmr. then that will mean i wont be in school for 3 days le...
omg! i miss my clique suddenly
all thanks to judy tan for the note yar!
haha it was funny though.
THANKS JUDY LOVED <3

you all were the ones that brought laughter to me :)
JUDY; JIAMIN; WENDY; TRICIA; CHARMAINE; GINWEI

enough of those SHIT!

guys, thanks for being there for me
and not pretending to care for me just to get credits...
true friends are those who can tell me that im fucked up striaght in the face.
and not those who CLAIMS that others are gossiping abt me without telling me where's the problem lying...

yes, im fucked up but so?
im willing to change...
the pathetic ones are those who close their doors to people who really wanna live
and never ever come and play mind-games with me cause you'll never know what's on my mind.

never come and test my patience cause i have none.
and nv try to push me ard cause i aint no pushover!
i am going to live my life as normal without YOU people taking advantage of me!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

LOVED:)

ROAR!!!!!!!
I really needs to let out some anger which have been bottled up since 100 century ago!
why did GOD created humans in the first place?!
no one knows but definitely not for the purpose of hurting each other.
and i cant take the fact that you guys knew i liked her but in the end?
i THOUGHT we were best of friends but obviously i am fucking utterly wrong.
nothing makes my mood better.
yes my attention got strayed away during IG retreat
BUT IT GOT WORST WHEN I FOUND OUT SHE'S ATTACHED TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

life has not been good to me.

school, career, family, friends and relationship...

none of them can make me smile when i think about it...

where's the ZHENYI i used to know?

dear friends this is also the question i've been asking myself...

but unfortunately i cant seem to find the answer.

NO DRIVE, NO MOTIVATION and NO REASON to be HAPPY

BUT zhenyi is a strong person.
no matter what happen I WILL NOT BREAK DOWN!!!!!!!!!
no point wallowing in self pity and get so overwhelmed by my lil tiny winey problems :)
well, zhenyi's still the hottest!!!!!!!

Zhenyi's impossible = i m possible!!!!!!!!