FRIEND?!

know something?
im utterly disappointed in you guys...

hahah! you think you guys have passed the age then can fool ard?
hah!
you have change super TTM till i dun understand you!
i dunno you..
if you realised you guys have been very surface with me
so i too will too treat the same way as you did...


i mean you dun even take me serious whenever i talked to you...
so from now on i shant say anything..
THANKS for making me feel like a fool...

THANKS MY FRIEND!!!

A letter to A

Im not gonna say who A stands for cause its meant to be secret but hose who knows about both of us would know... she herself would know im implying to her....

its been 3 years since the days we were happening... Still remember you told me you broke up with her because of me... I mean im not thinking too much right? cause if a person were to say that to anyone, it means she/ he likes that person... Plus you did things that even a girlfriend wont do. Accompanying me to training during holidays was the happiest times i had. knowing that you were looking at me made me wanna work even harder.

It made me happy when you said you like the way i played basketball. it made me feel so much better with you looking at me... but it made me sad when you're emo... felt even worst when you told me age is the only barrier between us... you are only 3 years older than me... perhaps it is because you're OLDER. but i've always thought age wont be the problem between us... the only problem was the love you had for me...

i always thought that time would show you that i am mature enough to take this relationship but... it only shows that we cant be together... to let you know how much i love just wasnt my forte. the hints i dropped werent obvious enough. but till now, although time will slowly make us forget about each other you're still the only one in my heart and im sure you know that... i thought time would gradually make me forget about your existence... but 3 years later you contacted me again. the hope of bith of us to get together grew stronger... so much stronger that i could get the courage to say i love you.

But the thing is you have moved on... but thanks for bringing me happiness for the past few months of contacting me. you wont know how happy was i to wait and receive your texts... i guess its time for me to move on too... its difficult but life isnt easy in the first place...

I often wondered if i werent in my hostel at that time would you be attached to me... if i were to work harder to become a better person would you fall in love with me again... but its no use talking abt it now cause you've got a happy relationship and no longer feel that much for me...

But i still wanna tel you I LOVE YOU A... and i hope that you'll regain your courage that you used to lack in. Dun hurt yourself when you're emo cause that will hurt me too... forget about me but dun for get about those happy times you have had to keep you strong.. i'll learn to let go cause this is the one and only way to show my love for you...

who's the hottest?!

wanqiu says that she's a HOTBABE!
but i think her house no mirror...
but wendy say her house very hot
so ZHENYI AND WANQIU CLAIMS THAT THE REASON IS THEY'RE HERE...
but the hottest is hotbabeCHEN!
know who is she?
the one on the right !
hahahaha!

ZHENYI JUST GOT HER NEW HAIRCUT!
and she love it to the core...

(L)

OUR POM PROJECT!!!

this is the video we did for our project :)

OMG! damn funny right!
and ruby now thinks that the ribena lemon is our token of love!
(see the last scene)



this is the NG part

its damn FUCKING funny when we present it to our class for our POM (principles of management)

but well we got quite high so it was worth it!
but i would always be remembered for the ribena that fell in love with the lemon (ruby)

hahaha! i actually kind of miss the times i did all the project and stuff...
hahah!

TO ALL MY TEAMMATES FOR ALL THE MODULES:

thanks alot for tolerating my bad temper and sorry for letting you guys feel stress while working for me
thanks for covering my part of work while i was MIA-ing
and thanks for not marking me down for peer evaluation...
thanks for giving me the chance :)
I LOVE 1H05 ttm!

dont say goodbye

cant meet your eyes

not able to read you

like a kid who lost its way

just waiting

the truth is

i know what words to speak

its not sincerity, its suspecting

tears are talking

dont say goodbye

hear the heart that

doesnt let go of this hand

i hear your heart

you still want me right?

you cant hide

you cant lie right?

cant allow

this separating lie

look me in the eyes and say

it is not, it is not sincerity

dont say goodbye

hear the heart that

doesnt let go of this hand

i hear you heart

even if the world part from us

even if they say its a hard love

you are my love

you are my soul

dont say goodbye

dont leave me now
the promise shared together is everything for me

dont say goodbye

you are my everything to me

my exhausting day will be forever searching for you

i will love you like a never withering spring

cause you are my everything to me

cause you are my everything to me

THANK YOU~

Thank you..
For staying by my side
Nervous..
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

Sorry..
For meeting someone like me
Painful..
I’m still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you

I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Sorry..
For not able to be better
Painful
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if it’s hard
I will protect the beautiful you

I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

THANK YOU....
FOR STAYING BY MY SIDE

HAVE YOU EVER?!

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry?

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right?

Have you ever?

Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love

Been in love so bad

You'd do anything

To make them understand?

Have you ever had someone

Steal your heart away?

You'd give anything

To make them feel the same?

Have you ever searched for words

To get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start?

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever found the one

You've dreamed of all your life?

You'd do just about anything

To look into their eyes?

Have you fin'ly found the one

You've given your heart to

Only to find that one

Won't give their heart to you?

Have you ever closed your eyes and

Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait

For that day when they will care?

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?

do I gotta say to get to your heart

To make you understand

How I need you next to me?

Gotta get you in my world

'Cause, baby, I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry?

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right?

Have you ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry?

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night?

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right?

Have you ever?

Have you ever?