I was thinking about the past
and all these came into my mind...
Where the hell is the ZHENYI i used to be
The one who laughed at herself when she needs to do stock-taking by herself for the whole of campstore
The one who cried twice during her first camp over strong characters campers and felt that she herself wasnt competent enough to be a trainer
The one who cried while looking at how campers praised her in the evaluation form when she herself felt that they have short-changed them
The one who have only 3 days to impact campers but dreamt to inspire each and everyone of them
The one who was capable of being the best trainer
The one who was seen as one of his four generals
The one who felt upset when she found out that they interpreted her that she'll leave this team
The one who got so addicted to camps till she was willing to do many back-to-back camps
The one who was not afraid of mula-ating herself in front of the whole camp cohort just to rah-rah them
The one who really found haooiness and joy out of packing the campstore
The one who really enjoyed preparing logistics and setting up the campsite
The one who was so tired that she practically slept on the bicycle track after signing campers' NYAA booklets
The one who cried after he screwed her up for screwing the programmes but recovered and went back to her ownself 3 mins later
The one who really screwed up programmes and teacher commented that she have low EQ but really tried to worked on it
The one who got so happy when campers asked her to sign camp booklets
The one who supported the campfire hosts and lead in the cheering during campfire but got so pissed off when campers dun co-operate
The one who learnt the chest clap within 10 mins and was so proud of herself for doing that
The one who imitated the ways different trainers walked when they were having abrasions
The one who really loved to be one of the nightwalk props even if she would have sandfly bites all over her body at the end of the day
The one who got sandfly bites ALL over her body during Ubin camp and can still laugh about it
The one who can stand not bathing for 5 days when she saw how dirty the water at Ubin was
The one who always say 'JI PA HOR LI CHEH' behind the campers' back
The one who scolded vulgarities softly when she got pissed by campers and swear loudly after camps.
The one who loves to belay people
The one who suspected that she got a stalker that stole her NIKE water bottle during one of the camps
The one who cried so badly when she was being pressured to settle all the questions imposed by him cause she was so stress and angry with herself for not doing a better job
and all these came into my mind...
Where the hell is the ZHENYI i used to be
The one who laughed at herself when she needs to do stock-taking by herself for the whole of campstore
The one who cried twice during her first camp over strong characters campers and felt that she herself wasnt competent enough to be a trainer
The one who cried while looking at how campers praised her in the evaluation form when she herself felt that they have short-changed them
The one who have only 3 days to impact campers but dreamt to inspire each and everyone of them
The one who was capable of being the best trainer
The one who was seen as one of his four generals
The one who felt upset when she found out that they interpreted her that she'll leave this team
The one who got so addicted to camps till she was willing to do many back-to-back camps
The one who was not afraid of mula-ating herself in front of the whole camp cohort just to rah-rah them
The one who really found haooiness and joy out of packing the campstore
The one who really enjoyed preparing logistics and setting up the campsite
The one who was so tired that she practically slept on the bicycle track after signing campers' NYAA booklets
The one who cried after he screwed her up for screwing the programmes but recovered and went back to her ownself 3 mins later
The one who really screwed up programmes and teacher commented that she have low EQ but really tried to worked on it
The one who got so happy when campers asked her to sign camp booklets
The one who supported the campfire hosts and lead in the cheering during campfire but got so pissed off when campers dun co-operate
The one who learnt the chest clap within 10 mins and was so proud of herself for doing that
The one who imitated the ways different trainers walked when they were having abrasions
The one who really loved to be one of the nightwalk props even if she would have sandfly bites all over her body at the end of the day
The one who got sandfly bites ALL over her body during Ubin camp and can still laugh about it
The one who can stand not bathing for 5 days when she saw how dirty the water at Ubin was
The one who always say 'JI PA HOR LI CHEH' behind the campers' back
The one who scolded vulgarities softly when she got pissed by campers and swear loudly after camps.
The one who loves to belay people
The one who suspected that she got a stalker that stole her NIKE water bottle during one of the camps
The one who cried so badly when she was being pressured to settle all the questions imposed by him cause she was so stress and angry with herself for not doing a better job
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